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  • Mood: Euphoric
  • Listening to: Weird Al
  • Reading: Texts...XD
  • Watching: The Book of Life (Awesome Movie!)
  • Playing: Pokemon Alpha Sapphire (Soon)
  • Eating: Stuff! ;P
  • Drinking: Stuff...:3
Heyo deviantART peeps!

I have returned! Mind you, I was out on the 21st of January, but I was not ready to return to dA. But when I saw the website, I was like: "What. The. Hell?! WHAT I MISS?!"

To those who sent me messages when I was away (According to my cousin, Zoe ElsaTheCow - TheCreativeJenn, FallenUmbrella, and FanDusk64 [the last one wasn't mentioned but I saw it]) I greatly appreciate it. Zoe sent me a letter and I believe I remember myself squealing when I saw the messages. :XD: Thanks so much!

Also, guess what today is...MY 22ND BIRTHDAY! And I am in Orlando, Florida! :D

Anyways, I'm really glad I'm out of the Aspiro Nuthouse (JK) and back in civilization. 15 WEEKS! Ugh! WHAT a nightmare...

But enough about that...those who want can comment and tell me what I missed and what's up with you! 
I missed my friends on dA! Tell me anything and everything! Just...don't overload me. ;p

Can't wait!
RTNightmare (FINALLY!)
Hey, guys and girls of dA.  I'm not sure how much longer I'll be away.  They lied about a LOT, especially the time I'd be spending here.  The most is 13 weeks, I think, but I'm still unsure.  I know what to do to get out, but doing things is easier said than done.  Bear with me, I'm trying.

-Rachel
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Note: This message is being posted by Rachel's cousin, who is currently keeping in contact with Rachel through letters because she does not have technology where she is right now.  If you have any words of encouragement you'd like to tell Rachel, please direct them to ElsaTheCow and they will be sent in a letter to her!
I broke due to depression and stress. I'm tired of battling something I can't fix. But I'll hopefully be back in two months. I'm relying on my 'sixth sense' to help me. And no, I'm not going to explain what that is. I'll just give you a hint: the other side! No, it's not death/the underworld/whatever. :|

I'll probably be leaving on Monday. If you have anything to say to me before I go, let me know by tomorrow. Because after that, I won't be able to check comments, notes, or updates. I'll be in Utah, living in the wilderness with other people. Lovely...:roll:

Ugh, I hate spiders and I hope I don't encounter any. I will screech if I see a big one or one touches me. :x

But other than that, I don't care anymore about the choice. I'm too miserable where I am. I'm...hoping this will work. And when I get back, I'll get to have a marathon of Korra. Plus, I may be able to convince the assholes to let me have the option I wanted: to go to Florida. I just have to do this first. :pray:

Anyways, wish me luck! This is the last journal I'll write before I go. :thanks:
Trying to see the bright side...:depressed:

Hey guys,

I have been fighting an unfair battle for the last few days. And now, I'm at the end. I have a deadline tomorrow to decide which of two different places I should be sent. But there's one problem with both that I don't like:

No technology allowed!

I refuse to live like that for two months or whatever, so I'm trying to negotiate. But in the meantime, know that I will probably not be on dA much, if at all, for a while. If I succeed, the only thing I'll be able to do with technology is listen to music, watch TV shows posted online, and quickly and briefly check dA. But I don't know if I will be all that active.

I have made the decision that I will not go to either place if I'm not allowed some tech priviledges. But my TNBC-WotH story, all group activities, RPs, DD suggesting stuff, most activity, and comments/replies are going to have to wait. I will only be truly using tech to listen to music and watch Korra Book 4. That's all I need.

I have tried to convince the assholes who raised me so poorly (they are no longer my parents because they have ruined my life too much; I hate them) to let me go to a condo in Florida the family owns, but they are being narrow-minded (even more so than I am) and stupid, saying stuff like, "These people will help you" or whatever the fuck they say. I don't care. I do not want to go to a place where people will harrass me further because I think differently. It's even worse that they generally don't allow tech. But these ignorant, cunt-faced jerks won't listen to me even though I am the one who knows what I need the most.

The best I can do is negotiate the tech situation. Beyond that, I can't do anything. My will-power is waning at this point, my mind and body is weakening and breaking, and I'm becoming very unhealthy so much that I almost can't keep going. Tech is something I need to keep living - music is my therapy. I just need to get these jerks and 'therapists' to see that. But honestly, what 'therapist' doesn't allow music? That's not therapy; that's bullying. 

So yeah, I'm at the end of my rope, hoping for SOME good luck! But seeing as life hates me, I don't know. My life may be over soon because compromise seems to be too goddamn hard for bastards like those I'm dealing with, even though they always say "Let's compromise!" At this point, they are hypocrits who don't know the MEANING of compromise. 

So here's the deal:
1) I'll go to a 'therapy camp' or whatever the fuck this is for two or whatever months WITH TECHNOLOGY! Or...
2) I end my life before anyone can stop me. At this point, I'm so broken from fighting the assholes that I would welcome the pain with the death.

You have to understand...I have been fighting ALL week. I am a broken person after all the years of people torturing and corrupting me. I have been bullied for years, and it hasn't stopped. I refuse to go to school because I will be bullied again. 

And now, I'm literally ill/sick with stress and depression. I'm hoping that people will give a little and let me have my tech stuff. If not, there's nothign I can do except say...see you on the other side.... 

I tried. And I'll keep trying to the last second. This isn't my fault anymore.


Bye...
Rachel
  • Mood: Euphoric
  • Listening to: Weird Al
  • Reading: Texts...XD
  • Watching: The Book of Life (Awesome Movie!)
  • Playing: Pokemon Alpha Sapphire (Soon)
  • Eating: Stuff! ;P
  • Drinking: Stuff...:3
Heyo deviantART peeps!

I have returned! Mind you, I was out on the 21st of January, but I was not ready to return to dA. But when I saw the website, I was like: "What. The. Hell?! WHAT I MISS?!"

To those who sent me messages when I was away (According to my cousin, Zoe ElsaTheCow - TheCreativeJenn, FallenUmbrella, and FanDusk64 [the last one wasn't mentioned but I saw it]) I greatly appreciate it. Zoe sent me a letter and I believe I remember myself squealing when I saw the messages. :XD: Thanks so much!

Also, guess what today is...MY 22ND BIRTHDAY! And I am in Orlando, Florida! :D

Anyways, I'm really glad I'm out of the Aspiro Nuthouse (JK) and back in civilization. 15 WEEKS! Ugh! WHAT a nightmare...

But enough about that...those who want can comment and tell me what I missed and what's up with you! 
I missed my friends on dA! Tell me anything and everything! Just...don't overload me. ;p

Can't wait!
RTNightmare (FINALLY!)

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Traditional Masterpiece
Jack n Rachel: A Sweet Kiss by RTNightmare
Jack n Rachel: Expecting by RTNightmare
These are not easy, so it'll be pretty expensive, but still fair. It's very hard and there might still be mistakes. I'll do my best. I know it's expensive, but this is hard and takes a lot of time. If you are asking for something I have trouble drawing for whatever reason, I'm going to have to practice a bit. And sometimes, the final drawing takes at least 2 hours or more to complete.

CAN DO:
Humans or Human-Based Characters.
Some Fan Art - Ask.
OCs - Depends of complexity; Ask.
Some Canon Pairings - Ask.
Most OC Pairings - Depends on Complexity; Ask.
Some Canon/OC Pairings - Ask.
Some Backgrounds - Depends of Complexity; Ask. 

CANNOT DO:
Animals, Usually on Four Legs.
Some Aliens - Ask.
Some Fan Art - MLP, Glee, Epic, Toy Story, etc. Ask.
Some Canon Pairings - you should know the main one.
Complex Backgrounds.
Digital Masterpiece
Jack's Evil Grin by RTNightmare
Rachel the Star Nomad by RTNightmare
Rachel Terrora, Queen of Halloween Town by RTNightmare
Something similar to this. It's hard to do sometimes, so you'll have to pay quite a bit. The digital drawing I do now take over 5, maybe over 10 hours to complete. So I need to up the prices. It will vary.

CAN DO:
Humans or Human-Based Characters; Two legged creatures - Ask.
Some Fan Art - Ask.
OCs - Depends of complexity; Ask.
Some Canon Pairings - Ask.
Most OC Pairings - Depends on Complexity; Ask.
Some Canon/OC Pairings - Ask.
Some Backgrounds - Depends of Complexity; Ask. 

CANNOT DO:
Animals, Usually on Four Legs.
Some Aliens - Ask.
Some Fan Art - MLP, Glee, Epic, Toy Story, etc. Ask.
Some Canon Pairings - You should know the main one by looking at my gallery.
Complex Backgrounds - I'm working on it.

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1) Name: Rachel
2) Birthday: January 25th 1993
3) Art History: I am a self taught artist, which is probably why I'm not the best in the world. I decided that I must master regular art on my own, and then learn deeper stuff when I'm ready.
4) My favorite art category(ies): Fan Art, Digital Art, and Cartoons & Comics! I am a cartoonist and I read and draw a lot of fan stuff on my other account, so I think it fits! :) Plus, I digitize a lot of my work, so yeah! Digital Art works too! :)
5) Favorite things to do: dA is life for me. I love the site...but also, I love drawing, writing, dancing, some singing, and some other stuff.

I don't know what else to say! But I will edit this soon...yeah! ^^

Current Residence: MD
Favourite genre of music: Dance/Pop!
Favourite photographer: Um, I'm not sure! ^^;
Favourite style of art: Fan Art, Digital, & Cartoon!
Favourite cartoon character: Jack S and Shadow (my OC)!
Personal Quote: "I dunno!"


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Glacethewolf Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Student Writer
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RTNightmare Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
:aww: Thank you!

How have you been? I noticed that "two" deviants are both here, one of them having a really mean username. What happened? Is everything okay?
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Glacethewolf Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Student Writer
Yeah. I got my eye on them, and Im thinking f pressing charges on this one guy
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RTNightmare Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Who?
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Frigg-Fluff Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey, Hope you're doing ok. I haven't heard from you for so long. Please be ok. Have a good birthday in a week :)
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RTNightmare Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
I was without technology for 15 weeks. But I'm back now. Thank you for remembering my bday! :hug: 
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Frigg-Fluff Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Good to know you're alive and Well :) I'm still sorry that we Didn't talk for so long :(
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RTNightmare Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Not a problem... I wouldn't have been able to anyway because I had no technology from October 6th of 2014 to January 21st of 2015. 

But at this point I don't even think it's worth it due to the place I'm at now. My 22nd birthday was one of my worst. I'm hoping that BEING 22 will be at least okay. I'm used to my birthday bring bad though so I don't know what I expected. 

At least my parents are sending my tablet to me. And I hope to get some new art up soon. Thank you for remembering me, though. I know we've had some issues between us and I'm thankful that I know you and that we are still friends. I really am. Even if I didn't always act that way before and hurt you. I'm sorry for that and I'm glad you can forgive me. 

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Crocazill Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2014
Just writing to say I visited. It's Robert. Hope you end up enjoying Utah!
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RTNightmare Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm FREE! Thanks for remembering me, Robert! Hope to talk more soon! ;)
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